I Hate December

Haven been blogging for 2 weeks liao... kenna flu, then plague by Migraine constantly...
Finally all the trouble ends... I assume. So Im wrong.

For no reason, I woke up with a severe lower back pain yesterday. Couldnt walk or move, I even have to lie on the bed for 2 hours waiting for Emma to come rescue me! Luckily he came back on time if not i would have pee in my pants on the bed... Haiz...

The pain was excuriating and unbearable, I was crying from the pain trying to stand and walk. Emma then bring me to CGH A&E, from there i was given a shot of painkiller to relief the pain and sent to observation for 2 hrs. 1st time ever in my life, I was in a wheelchair, being wheel around like a handicap. Before that, he was asking if I can squat or touch my kneecap. Please lor, I was already needing a wheelchair, cant walk with support, of cos not right? I wonder if he is bring his brain to work! He insist I try to touch my kneecap, so I try... cant even bend.. he saw my face , I was in so much pain before he gave up trying! I swear we both will have spit in his face if he have insist i try to squat!!


The doctor @ A&E was rather sucky... prescript more painkiller and MC, before he send me back home to rest.
Fixed me up with a specialist for thorough checks and scan which is like in another 1 month time, while he himself couldnt tell me what went wrong.

I was freaking out from the pain, and he say I could have injured myself from dunno what... maybe SLEEPING?! I was like What the hell, You might have just kept your mouth shut!
All these for $75 bucks, not worth it.....

So as usual, i return home with a whole lot of Question Marks in my head and a big bag of Painkiller.. wondering what happen that cause the freaking Trauma in the morning.

Now I fear to sleep, the medication is not working very well, each time i sleep from the drowsy of medication, I would wake up to the same pain and not able to walk or get off the bed without assistance. From now till 12 Jan 09, my next appointment with the specialist, seriously wonder if I would have been paralysed or bedridden by then.

I hate December and Xmas.
Dec 08, I woke up with excruiating pain for unknown reasons, Dec 07, I slip and fell in the bathroom and hurt my lower back again, bedridden for a week before I can walk. Dec 06 Xmas eve, the start of the trouble when I 1st pulled the back muscle.

Whats coming up next??... God please end all these trouble for me ... Plsssss...............